Sunday, November 04, 2007 @ 4:39 PM


i thank God for creating painkillers that saved my day.

i was paralysed since morning and i didnt do anything fruitful today except lying down on bed and kept tossing and turning around... it was so painful.. i managed to fall asleep somehow.. and that was my only break from the pain..

so yesterday was arise and build! i pledged the highest amount so far in my whole entire 17 years of my life.. it a huge amount! at least to me.. but i am happy and truely honoured that i am given this chance to build God his house. yep. honoured. some people may think its so stupid of me to me giving so much to the church. but they wont get it. because if God himself really wants a house, he could have get it done himself. he could have just snap a finger and get it done. why did he even bother to get me to do it? why did he even bother to get city harvest to do it? it is because he wants us to experience him! he wants us to be able to participate with what he is doing. its like God becoming your project mate.. which is like having the top student in the school to do project with you. you know that u will surely get a Z result.

so anyway, i am looking forward to the next 6 months! i wonder what miracles will he happening. excited excited.

this week, i am gg to be diligent! no no. i meant from this week ONWARDS, i will be damm diligent. i will do all my tutorials and even self reading up. becos i have a vision.. which i told my sister abt it! she really encouraged me to go do it! i really feel that i can! i will pray extra hard! thats my secret weapon to everything.

making a difference. one by one Lord. i will be your shamgar. he is audacious. he trust and obey. he is prayerful.